Monday, October 26, 2009
if days are graded on a days of 0-100% with 0 for complete shit and 100 for euphoria then today was definitely one of those shitty days. if the distribution of shitty day-ness is totally random then that would be an average of 3 complete shit days a year. so on the bright side today should be the last shitty day i'll ever experience this year. come to think of it, its been 5 months since I last blogged. but i just need to vent all my frustration so I don't lash out on people.
firstly it sucks when all your effort comes to naught. after hours of practising for OP, I dont know how and why, but my nerves got the better of me. and for the first time in my life i actually felt this really really weird feeling. like my whole body was locked and for some insane reason my arm was shaking really terribly. its nvr happened before,so im particularly annoyed.
and then i messed up jap. mayb its the lack of sleep so i cldnt catch what the teacher was saying for the dictation part of the VQ. it sounded like tamil or sth
lastly, pharm analysis prac test. instead of getting 4.1% I got 41.0% due to some careless error that still occured despite checking my work again and again. i dont know whether the penalty will be heavy but really it was sth which could have been rectified easily. theyll prob give a heavy penalty tho since ur collections have to be correct in pharmacy if not you might end up killing someone. sorry for the incoherent post.
on theflip side, im still aliveee :)
rain on your parade
3:12 AM
